I don't want good and I don't want good enough..

kimmismiles:

This comment made me quite sad. I’m not offended in any way and this person hasn’t annoyed me, so don’t think this is me complaining about what they said, as you can see it’s not a hate comment at all. What makes me sad about it is the fact that I feel like I’m letting a lot of people down. This is what’s difficult about being a Youtuber, sometimes. Especially a vlogger. Especially for someone like me when I continually tell people to be happy and always try to send a positive message.

The last few months have been intense, I’m not going to go into detail about it …but I would never wish the way I felt upon anyone. I wasn’t happy. But that just happens in life sometimes, you get down, you feel low…but if you don’t have those moments in life, you can’t truly appreciate the beautiful ones.

I didn’t feel like myself for a very long time, I didn’t want to make videos because every time I filmed it didn’t feel like me, and if I tried to go crazy and smile, it felt very fake. A lot of people took that as me giving up on my videos or “forgetting” about you guys. That was never the case. You guys are my first priority, but I was so overwhelmed that I just…had to take time to myself. One night I actually had a full on melt down and was actually crying in the streets. That night kind of made me realise who are and aren’t my friends.

But I am feeling like myself again, it took a while but I’m back to where I was and I just hope you guys can forgive me for losing myself there for a second.

I am sorry if I let anyone down.

Just know that you guys are my everything and I won’t ever stop making videos for you. Ever :)

- Kimmi x

the comment is from this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mnRgjFk7Slg&list=UUZiweGaoX0eYO6I8d4zkf_A&index=1&feature=plcp

Kimmi! You are amazing! Nothing you do will ever let me down as long as your alive! You are beautiful inside and out! Zombie heels FTW!!